Wooo Summer is here, and it's England and it's sunny.
So anyone else bored yet?
Now it is feeling strange being off, for those who don't know I have just come off an industrial placement which is in essence a company exploiting my ability before throwing me away (not really it was good fun and a great experience). But it means I am now a lot more used to doing sod all and being paid for it, rather than sitting around at home doing very little.
I am currently living the typical human paradox, complaining because I have nothing to do after spending a year complaining that I had to work every day. I wish I could win with my brain, I like my sport but now I am back living at home every time i go to do something I get the feeling of 'Hmmm Matthew shouldn't you be hibernating now?' As if I was some kind of rare type of bear that requires 48 days sleep for 10mins awake (actually sounds about right). But it is ridiculous to think that I am the same, arrogant yet fantastic athlete (sarcasm much?) that I was a few weeks ago?
Although it is strange, now i have moved back to Redcar I have never seemed so wanted or required back in Newcastle, typical of my life really. its like my cake is in Newcastle but I can't only portion it to myself living else where, only able to reach the odd crumb here and there. Enough with the cake analogy, its making me hungry....
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